RedBar you do sound miserable
Far from it, I've never been so happy in years, now if you were to say I am more than frustrated with Google, then you would be totally correct.
Thousands of global webmasters have tried to comply with Google's diktats with absolutely no benefits whatsoever. Realistically, for me, it all started with their massive images theft a few years ago and since then they have done more and more to favour their friends with absolutely nothing for those who ACTUALLY created their search engine which is now simply an advertising engine.
Honestly, their SERPs is an utter mess for my industry unless one is called Pinterest, Houzz, Gardenweb or the new emulator of these, Homeluf, it's a freakin' joke, simply fill pages with loads of keyword images and keyword text, no matter whether it is correct or not, usually it's 90% incorrect, and then Google will give you all the traffic you want with a high page rank for BS.
Come to think of it, maybe Joe Public has sussed that G is a load of rowlocks and, therefore declines to use it ... for MY widgets.