OnlyToday - 4:17 pm on Jan 9, 2009 (gmt 0)

Something is strange and wrong.

Yes. For some time I have noticed inconsistencies that under ordinary circumstances I would associate with a flim flam and would call for an audit.

But as some here will go to great lengths to explain, that is simply impossible and I must be imagining things. Perhaps I am mentally unstable or have very little experience in business and cannot really judge such patterns.

Yes, they will explain it away properly. They will say that I should go elsewhere if AdSense is not producing for me. Perhaps I should. But I had been a great believer for a long time. I had high hopes and great faith. Perhaps that caused me to linger when I should have pulled up stakes and ran. Perhaps now I am kind of stuck without an acceptable alternative and must hobble along with this second-rate and questionable partner who treats me badly. I'll just have to keep listening to the wretched apologists who are quite skilled at explaining how this predicament is all my fault. Maybe they are right, maybe I am a fool. Maybe we all are fools just hoping for better days.